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Abi_chan
23 August 2015 @ 04:07 pm
i swear my lj is active i just don't have anything to say lol


i just comment :S
 
 
Abi_chan
17 November 2014 @ 10:53 pm
and so little time ._________________.
 
 
Abi_chan
20 July 2013 @ 04:11 am
Title: 10 years after and ever ever after

pairings : RYODA
length: one shot
Rating : pg-13 ?
gener : angst \ fluff
Summary: they met after 10 years and finally talked like two normal people
note : my english isn't that great so if you find any mistakes please let me know :D

it was a cold night , nothing special , Ueda just felt like he is sick of his apartment and he needed to go alone somewhere.

He took his keys and went out , just driving around the city.

"Tokyo is nice at night" he thought .

After 40 minutes he decided to stop by a small bar he used to visit alone.

He just sat there drinking , relaxing . Going out alone and setting by himself is not really his thing but he really needed to
clear his mind a bit, he sighed at the idea of being alone but it can't be helped !

Half an hour later he felt someone poking his shoulder

- Ueda kun?!!

- oh, okura-kun!!!

- wah ! What a chance ! How are you?

- um,, i'm good , you?

- i'm great, what are you doing here alone ?

- well, nothing in particular , just drinking

- oh right say hi to ryo chan

Ryo popped his face from behind okura's shoulder

" oh shit " Ueda thought

- uh,, hello nishikido-kun

Ryo nodded his head

- hi

Ueda didn't feel angry or hurt but instead he felt kinda awkward

- he lets drink together .  Okura said excitedly

- um , i actually was about to leave since i won't be able to drive if i drink more .

- what are you saying ?just stay its really unusual to meet you though. You don't have to drink , just lets chat a little

Ueda couldn't really  refuse so he stayed ..

" this is awkward. Really really awkward" Ueda thought

Ryo too was acting awkwardly.  Not really mean nor shy ..but kinda awkward !!

They spent the time chatting about work mostly , random topics but nothing personal since they weren't that close ..

One hour later okura's phone rang and he had to leave to talk to the person who called him ..

" uh god don't go .. This is gonna be bad"

Actually they didn't talk at all , both of them were playing with their phones just to make it less awkward but no .. It didn't help

A few minutes later okura came back

- sorry i got to leave now !!

Ryo : why? What happened

- i dont know but the manager called telling me i have to go as soon as possible .. Sorry ryo .  Ueda-kun it was nice to meet
you after a long time .. See you soon

Ueda nodded " yeah , see you "

Okura ran to the exit with a smile on his face.

" those two need to talk at least .. Thank you manager san "

The two of them sat silently for moments and right before Ueda says he wants to leave , Ryo spoke

- um , you .. You changed .

- eh?

- i mean .. You don't look a mess as you used to be.

- oh , you mean .. my style ?

- yeah , you .... used to be someone who didn't know what to do or how to act.

- or what to be as you asked me huh? Ueda smiled at his sentence

- well, yeah .. Sorry about that. Ryo smiled guiltily remembering the shounen club show and how mean he was towards
ueda

- hey you don't have to apologize that was really long time ago

- yeah ... 10 years? Time flys

- yeah .. We were teenagers and wild back then .

- but look at you now .. You're a .. Man

- hey i've been a man the whole time thought

- no i mean you're much cooler now and you're doing very well in your job and even your face is much better than it used to
be

- i was still growing up you know ..   I even grew taller than you

- hey hey don't start now

Ueda laughed at ryo's face expression

- but why did you cut your hair anyway?

- oh .. I had to shave it for my role in a drama . Ueda said while brushing his hair with his fingers

- eh? You shaved it? . Its not like ryo doesn't know but he had to act like he doesn't

- yeah i did , it grew longer of course but i think i prefer it like this .. Short and black

- you look manly with this hairstyle but ... You really should let your hair grow longer

- eh why?

- well i don't know but .. I liked your long hair better, it suited you more . Ryo said that blushing slightly .. He tried to hid it but
he failed

" did he blush just now? And did he say he LIKED MY hair ?"

- oh

Ueda drank more of his drink just to avoid the awkwardness and after a few glasses he got completely drunk

- hey don't get drunk Ueda you won't be able to drive

- its ok its ok i'm not drunk yet !! I can drive
Ueda tried to stand up and when he did


- ok then nishikido kun it was nice to meet you .. I'm leaving now, bye

He didn't even step one step before falling on the chair

- see you're completely drunk now !

- i'm not !

- here i'll drive you home

Ryo helped Ueda to stand up and he walked him to his own car thinking

" why should this happen now!?"

Ueda was trying to tell ryo that he was fine and not drunk but ryo never believed him for sure and he pushed him inside his
car

- where are you taking me nishikido?

- i'm taking you home of course .

- wow , who would believe this? Nishikido ryo the great nishikido taking Ueda tatsuya home ~ such a good story for fan
fiction

- you read those stuff ?

- it appears whenever i google myself .. and those stuff are quite funny tough

- you're drunk Ueda . Then he smiled

- i'm not

- yes you are and i'm not a jerk to leave you at that place . If you did something bad okura eill blame me and it would be bad
for the agency too

- yeah yeah yea~h .

- when i get out of the parking lot tell me the direction to your apartment , ok?

- okaay. And he closed his eyes

When they got out of the parking lot ueda was actually asleep

- so ueda ? Where should i go?

- ....

- hey don't sleep now!!! Oh my god this is bad !

Ueda was simply sleeping and not answering ryo at all

Ryo threw his head to his seat

" damn"

Ryo couldn't do anything at all since jin didn't answer his call so he decided to take Ueda home ! HIS HOME

When they arrived ryo struggled in trying to make ueda walk to his apartment and when they were at the hallway Ueda

started to wake up

- where are we nishikido ?

- awesome you just woke up!!!! We're in my apartment. Ryo said a little bit annoyed

- eh? . Ueda tried to open his eyes , the lightning hit his yes so he shut them close again

- too bright

- your're kinda heavy , can't you stand up by yourself?

Ueda tried to stand up but then he fell on the ground

- oh my god your drunk more than i thought

Ryo carried him and almost threw him on his couch

- ouch , that hurts nishikido

- well, you're so heavy ! Ryo said panting

Ryo went to bring a glass of water for ueda

- thank you , nishikido

- it ok

Ueda threw his head to the couch and said

- i really can't believe i'm at your apartment

- yeah me neither

- i really wanted to be close to you when i was younger

- eh?

- i really respected you , you're younger than me but i couldn't be as confident and great as you were !

- what are you talking about

- i think i sort of liked you too

- huh !!?

- i liked you .  I wanted to be friends with you but then you started to randomly bully me and your words were like knives in
my heart !

- i said i'm sorry

- i'm not trying to make you feel guilty nishikido , i'm just trying to explain  stuff  i wanted to explain for sooo long

Ryo didn't answer and just kept silent

- i wanted to be strong and tried to revenge but you've taking it too far a d even asked me who i was! That question really
hurt me like hell ..

Ueda's yes filled with tears and ryo almost heard him sob so he moved closer    To ueda and hesitantly put an arm around
Ueda's shoulder

- you know how i felt ? I felt like a high school girl who was told that she is ugly by the guy she liked. isn't that horrible?

- Ueda...

- everyone was laughing at ME because of YOU .. He said while tears run on his cheeks

- i know i'm grown up now and i shouldn't be crying over something like this but i've been carrying these feelings for so long
and even my feelings for you were growing with me up until this day.

Ryo huged Ueda tightly

- i'm sorry Ueda i really am sorry

Ueda wrapped his arms around ryo's neck and buried his face on the crock his neck while ryo was stroking his back

- let it all out

- i have nothing to say anymore nishikido

Ryo hugged him even tighter

- i loved you since the first time i put my eyes on you Ueda ..

Ueda was shocked to the point he couldn't answer

- i thought that teasing you might make you pay attention to me but i took it so far until i believed you hated me

- i did .. I hated you because i loved you so much to the point it hurt me so bad

- i'm sorry

Ueda sobbed a little then ryo pulled away and looked at ueda's eyes

- my feelings never changed until this moment ... I love you so much Ueda

Ryo whipped the tears that was falling from Ueda's eyes


- and i don't think my feelings will ever change

Ueda kept silent until he felt ryo getting closer to his face and he kissed him ,   The great nishikido ryo kissed him .! It wasn't
a passionate kiss , just a loving tender one .

- will you be by my side to the day i die, ueda?

Ueda jumped and hugged the life out of Ryo

- yes yes i will

Ryo smiled his eye blinding smile and threw himself on the couch taking Ueda with him

They just laid there , Ueda hugging ryo and the other was smelling ueda's hair

- you know ?

- humm?

- we should really thank the manager for calling okura tonight

- yeah we should . Ueda said and sighed a happy sigh

- with this hair i can't call you Hime anymore you look like a prince now

Ueda laughed

- thats even better

- just sleep Ueda

- tatsuya !

- Hime

- tsk

Ryo smiled and kissed ueda's hair and they both slept peacefully thanking god for such a chance to meet at the bar



The End






bleeeh idk but i hope you guys like it :D
 
 
Current Mood: nomal lol
Current Music: hana no mau machi
 
 
Abi_chan
14 July 2013 @ 05:23 pm
how  
so the last time i posted something here was back in 2010 !! 3 years ago ! WOW

and omg how awful my english was LOL


jya xD
 
 
Current Location: home~
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Ueda tatsuya - rabbit or wolf?
 
 
Abi_chan
03 October 2010 @ 12:48 pm
H E LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO~ ppl *v* 

how r u ?

i`m fine *v*   ( no one asked  xD)

okay i didn`t go to  the uni today *v* so i made those lovely ringtones *w* 

i hope that you will like them *v*

BTW i tried to rip them into MP3 but i couldnt >w< 

i`ll tell you if i could *v* , okay ? ^^" 

here we go now

and  yeah they all  are about 22 Ringtones *v*


it was tiring =| 

anyway =$

the ringtones are : 


1- be funky -group- 
2- be funky shigemassu rap part
3- aki no sora
4-supernatural
5- dancin` in the secret - tegoshi-
6- dancin` in the secret -group-
7- wonderland first part 
8- naiyou no nai tegami - no letter contents part-
9- naiyou no nai tegami - part 2- 
10- Endless summer -massu-
11- Endless summer -koyamassu-
12-Endless summer- tegoshi -
13-Endless summer -Ryo 1-
14- Endless summer -Ryo 2-
15-Endless summer -shige-
16-Endless summer -group 1-
17- Endless summer - group 2-
18- LIVE - music - 
19- koi no A.B.O - you tachi nani gatta ?!
20- koi no A.B.O - koi shitetai to iinjyanai-
21- koi no A.B.O -tegoshi-
22- 2人_130000000の奇跡 -group-  xD sorry i cant read that number in japanese =_=" xD



okay now to the DL *v* 

for IPHONE  MF



please if you are going to share it DO CREDIT ME =$ 

AND if anyone knows how to convert them to MP3 please tell me ^^

san kyuu <3
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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: dancin` in the secret *v*
 
 
 
Abi_chan
07 September 2010 @ 09:29 am
 Hello Girls ~

do u want to have the same hair clip as tegoshi`s ?



i found it cute ^^ so i tried to make a  similar one *v* 


if you wanted too .. there you go ~ 

" click to make it larger"






















i know it`s not a "WOW" thing but yeah i was bored and sad so i wanted to put all my sadness in something 

*v*

thnaks for stepping by *v*  if you have any Q .. ask dont be shy i dont bite lol



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Current Mood: disappointed
 
 
Abi_chan
29 August 2010 @ 07:14 am

hello minna -san yon go *smacked*

okay okay ^^"

anoo~ i`m not a really pro  but i was fan girling with myself jut now

and i came with this 


^^v




the pix destroyed my layout but whatever XP

and if you guys wanted the wallpaper on my iphone 

here you GO! ^^



thanks for visiting ^^

C.U later


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if you are interested here is my flickr 

www.flickr.com/photos/50870949@N07/


 
 
 
Current Location: massu`s arms
Current Music: tegomassu-kataomoi no chisana koi
 
 
Abi_chan
12 August 2010 @ 10:24 pm
 Hello there ,, long time no update ^^"

anyway i`v dome the JE ranking game *v*

and here is my result *v*


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yay for ichiban *v*







lol look who is in the end XXXXXD 

sorry jin .-. 
 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: morning musume - nantchtte renai
 
 
Abi_chan
30 July 2010 @ 12:40 am
AH *v* giu tagged me again *v*

1. Which celebrity would you like to meet and why?
if it`s about being friends and stuff i`ll say koyashige one of them i feel like we can be a good friends

but i really want massu to meet me ,, not me meeting him XP for example when i walk one the street he would notice me , or by chance he would make an accident and make my stuff fall on the ground XD something wont be so much awkward and cute , i dont want him to think OMG she is a fan ^^"

2. What do you do before bedtime?
sometimes i read i FF and then hug my cushion and then daydreaming XD

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

one that all the city will talk about , okay i cant coz i`m not a real princess so i want it unforgettable one everyone will talk about it for days ^^

6. Would you ever wait for a week outside a venue to see your favourite artist/band?

never , i`m not a stalker and why would i ?? HE must wait for me .-.

7. Do you wear sexy underwear? is the boxer sexy?

XD even if it`s i dont care abot that ,, why would i ? .-. i`m not married yet *v* ,,

8. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?

if we were a good friends and he didn`t notice my feelings i guess i can never meet him again it would be so hard on me ,,if i can`t take something i throw it XD well not usually but if it`s about love i think i`m the type who would never met him again ,, i cant see him with someone els ,, it would kill me and takes me years to heal my broken heart

9. Can you cook?

a little , i cook what i eat XD and i`m not a really super cooker and I HATE COOKING =="


10. Do you have a good body-image?

95% yes , but if i was a little pit taller ^^ i`m still growing tall tho ^^" but in general , everybody says that they want my body XD

11. Is being tagged fun?

sure, i like Q&A ^^

12. What websites do you visit daily?
Tweeter , lj , F.B ,google XD

13. If you were guaranteed 100% safe, free and painless cosmetic surgery, would you get it?

100% no i like myself the way it is ,, lol when i was younger i wanted to make my boobs smaller XD

now it`s okay coz it looks GREAT xD * shameless girl* XD

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
lol shall i say that ?? joking joking XD she is a good girl , nice , funny, but she likes to hid somethings from ppl XP she is frank and i like that ,SHE HATES KIDS ><" bad mama ><" but also she is smart too *v* ,and i believe that if you told her a secret it will ba a secret no one will know about it , and also she can not say " i need you" to anyone she just explain her needing by her own way *v* aand ,,, i think i`ll stop now XD

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?

chiken boy for months ._. and also kimagura princess .-.

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
i love my JIN`s T-shirt dress XD and my boots ( jin i mean jin like akanishi jin )

17. What's better: to give or to receive?
i`m the type who give with not waiting for receiving anything ..but i think i would like to receive more love

18. What's the first thing you notice in people?

usually smile but i always study their faces

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?

even if masuda takahisa himself asked me that i`ll kick his ass ,, hell NO totally NO

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?


lol they have fight a lot for my name XD here the list

lu lu = means pearls
futoon = glamour girl
abrar = Honest and obedient and pious and the good ppl LOL a lot of meanings in one word XD yeah that`s the arabic

and finally abir wich means scent ^^
but hey i`v grown up to be a glamour , pure ,Honest , obedient and pious girl and also i have my won scent *v* yay XXD

 i think my parents knew that i`m a girl XD

21. What do you want to be when you grow up?

massu`s wife lol XD







i dont want to change , but i want to learn more to be a cool nice kind mama *v*



finish *v* okay i`ll tag now lol i dont have many ppl to tag =X ( abir.chan *not me another girls XD , nano-chan , yumirai,ludamory,tesshi_yulee) okay ^^ bye bye XP
 
 
Abi_chan
26 July 2010 @ 01:57 am
.-. eeeeh should i really do that GIU  ??

okay i like Q&A anyway *v* eheheheh 




1. One of your closest friend in real life

moneera *v* 

2. One of your closest friend in internet

hi-mi-tsu =P

3. One of your annoying habit

when i`m angry i could kill , i dont want anyone to see me angry ^^"
also i`m always not friendly with anyone at the begging i saty in a corner alone and study the ppl
around me so i can chose who is the person i could talk to ^^" so ppl think that i`m not a nice girl =( 



4. One of your saddest moment
when that asshole man toled me "uh i forgot to send your papers to the Translating department try again next year"
so i skipped uni T^T 

5. One of your happiest moment
didn`t came yet =\ ,maybe when i knew massu !!?

6. One of your creepiest moment ?
be4  3 years we had a pool in our house i wasn`t swimming but i saw one of the kids drowns or i think drowned 
i jumped there and i got him out of the pool but he wasn`t breathing i dont remember what happend after that
coz i hardly realixed that i`v jumped in the pool *o* i ran to his mum and i gave him to her and idk XD
i felt it was all my responsibility idk why =X 


7. One of moment in your life when you feel, "I'm so lucky !"
didn`t came yet , but every time i remember who is my mother i feel lucky ^^

8. One of your favorite game for a life time
teken 3 XD i can only play this XD

9. One of your favorite song in your playlist
arabic: nancy ajram`s songs 
japanese : first love - utada hikaru & NEWS-cherish , tegomassu kata omoii no chisana koi &chiken boy T^T
american : hilary duff- I AM 


( did u say one? XD)  

10. One of your idol's DVD you ever had
not yet .-.

11. One of your internet username
abir-chan but if it`s arabic site it`s abir tamim 

12. One of your favorite Japanese group
NEWS

13. One of your interesting part of your body
my body .-. everyone says that .-. 
but i like my eyebrows *v* i never touch them *v* aaand my moles *v*


14. One of your interesting part of your opposite sex body
Smile *v* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand cheeks   

15. One of your favorite food
spaghetti 

16. One of your favorite dessert

desserts? yuk .-. okay chocolate cake ^^"

17. One of your favorite filling of a bread
hamburger XXXD

18. One of your favorite color
yellow *v* 

19. One of your favorite movie
the Cinderella story *v*

20. One of your favorite website of all time

google XD lol

 i think twitter ^^

 
 
Current Location: at the hotel XD
Current Music: mum and dad`s snoring XXD