Abi_chan (abi_chan) wrote,
Abi_chan
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no thing for reall ^^" first time talking to my LJ ^^"



 i just thought those lyrics of the song suits me ..

well i`m not in love or anything ..

wel i am .-. with massu XP

anyways i just wanted to post them ^^"









This afternoon has turned out to be so boring
That I even yawned once
Could you not try to make out?
It ruins it

I muddled through as a perky girl
For awhile
But now I’ve noticed that I seem to be getting sexy too


Ah, why is it
That every time night falls
I feel like crying? Ah


Oh baby
All my dreams are serious
So
I want you to tell me

The conditions for becoming an adult

But
It’s kind of a pain
Soon
I’ll have to buy

A new TV

Faux love
Just makes me lonely
But I keep wanting
To feel warmth

Acting like a “good girl”
Just makes me feel empty
But still I fake a smile because I can


Eating a hamburger
I watched the people walking down the street
Is there any girl here
Who's smiling for real?

My favourite song plays in my headphones
Again and again
These lyrics could be about me


Ah, why is it
That I can’t let myself be vulnerable?
I want to call Mum, ah

Oh baby
What will we do tomorrow?
What
Do I want? Oh yeah

You don’t love me enough

But
I don’t act like a delinquent for no reason
Cause
That’s a waste of time, you know?

I want to be in love

Every girl
Knows what it’s like
To be a girl
Who gets into one faux love after another

I say all kinds of stuff
But I just want to shine
Can I find the real thing too?


Faux love
Just makes me lonely
But I keep wanting
To feel warmth


Acting like a “good girl”
Just makes me feel empty
But still I fake a smile “because I can”


Every girl
Knows what it’s like
To be a girl
Who gets into one faux love after another

I say all kinds of stuff
But I just want to shine
Can I find the real thing too?



this is the video of the song 


www.youtube.com/watch


every time night comes i feel like wanting to cry 

and there are a lot of times i feel so empty ..

and all the time i feel lonely <\3

i want to tell that to mum

but i cant ..

she will get hurt if i toled her ..

and plus ..she can`t do anything to a girl like me

hated..unwanted..ignored..jinx .. 

><"

and i really miss my friends love 

well well .. what ever ..

i`ll just keep faking smiles like i do every day  

^^ now time to sleep 



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